It's funny how our we allow our past to define us. It's funny that sometimes we think we are finally doing well, and moving forward and our pass has a way to bite us in the bum.
So begs the question, is the past, really IN the past? Or are we forever haunted by it? Does it really define who we are for all eternity? Can and do people REALLY change? Not just on the surface, but at the core?
I Don't have answers for these. I'm still learning. I'm still working on it. Truth is I may never have answers for these. My past may forever haunt me.
Sometimes I am ashamed of myself. I truly am. I get going good and moving forward. Then I realize I'm harsher to those that have hurt me. I am EXACTLY like the man that had my debt forgiven and then jailed someone who owed me debt. =( I don't know why I am that way sometimes. It does bother me. I try and try to do better. I try to be Christ like. Sometimes, I think I'm not cut out to be God's Child. That I absolutely don't deserve any of his gifts, mercy, or graces.
Well, that's all I want to talk about right now. I'm tired, and I need to do some soul searching. Night ya'll.
About Me
- April
- Hello, I'm April. I'm a busy wife, mom, student, photographer, business women, and Teacher at church. Photographer April Morganroth. AAS in Digital Photography/Marketing from Phoenix College December 2013. BAS Commercial Photography/Marketing From Arizona State University's Polytechnic College of Technology and Innovation Due to Graduate December 2015. Concentration in commercial photography, marketing, self promotion. Possible internship with Eric Fairchild, Fender in house photographer. Phoenix Adventures Photographers Club Premium Member, and NPPA (National Press Photographers Association) Member, NWBOC (National Women Business Owners Corporation) Member, and Phi Theta Kappa Rho Pi Chapter Phoenix Division inductee on March 15th, 2013. Photography and Scrapbooking has always been "my thing". I'm very artistic. MomOgraphy.Photography@gmail.com
Okay just saw whole thing this time only now phone wouldn't let me comment so let me just say this Yes absoulty yes the past is in the past if we let it stay in the past girl too many times we let self condemnation win just stare in the face and say hey past I'm a new creation! If we pray and God in our hearts he makes an ew man (woman) he throws are sins past into the sea of forgetfulness and he will keep it there we pull it back out. Don't let your past Define you ,you don't have to let it ou know what you've done wrong and you know what you done right no one elses business so yeas past can be forgiven and we can move on. Thank God right :) love ya April!!
ReplyDeleteThank you Nicole. You are totally right. Just sometimes I guess I'm my own worse critic. Love ya tons!
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