Awwww the blissful, blissful silence. =)~

So with the directions over the phone from the pediatrician, and the help of my wonderful Mother in Law, we successfully gave Jayden his first bottle of breast milk and rice cereal. YAY! =( My little bear is growing up! Hard to believe that he's almost 17 weeks old! He will be 4 months old TOMORROW! 


I'm sort of mushy to begin with, and I never really "cried" during most songs, unless they had some sort of SIGNIFICANT meaning. However, As I was running around doing errands, moving, cleaning, etc, I listen to my three favorite radio stations, (Since I forgot my mp3 player and my laptop. I could have used my phone, but didn't want to get caught playing with it while driving.) Anyways, all the songs about kids that came on made me choke up and cry. =(


Like for example: Rodney Atkins song, Watching You. (Have you heard it?) Made me choke up the MOST!!!! I totally see Jayden doing that, and I totally see Scott reacting and acting like that. I teared up during Lonestar's Mr Mom. lol. And OMG did Gary Allen's Song Tough Little boys get me going! When did I become such a wimp? Seriously. lol. I thought I was done with these "pregnancy" hormones. lol. I guess not. That's okay. Just shows me how much I love my little man. 


The news always makes me cringe, and cry or get angry at some point or another. Whether I'm catching it online, or on TV. Most days I try to avoid it, but I want to see the weather, get sports updates, see/read the news. I am telling you, I CAN NOT take any more stories about "Monster moms/Parents". Seriously! Who kills their children at any age?


Today alone in the news was 3 different stories of parents killing their children. I'm sure as many know, the people of Arizona are hoping that Mr Almaleki gets the Chair and FRIES!!!! That's flesh I wouldn't mind smelling. I hope he rots in Hell for killing his daughter? And for what? Because she became "Too Westernized"? Really? You chose to run your daughter over because she decided she had enough with the religion? Dang, my dad should have ran me over when I was 7 then. Idiot. We live in AMERICA, let me spell that for you Mr Almaleki, A-M-E-R-I-C-A. We don't run around and kill our children with our cars because they chose to leave their religious beliefs? What the heck is wrong with you!


The second story was about the baby with Shaken Baby Syndrome in Lawrence passed away two days ago, after 2 months on life support. The "courts ordered that since there was no discernible brain activity that the baby was declared legally dead, and removed from life support systems." Meanwhile the PARENTS, who were/are suspects weren't arrested until TODAY! And not the mom, since she has a "viable" alibi of being at the "grocery store". She should get arrested TOO since she waited 6 hours to go to the ER. Are you kidding me? 6 hours? I have spent time in a busy grocery store, but NEVER took me 6 friggen hours! These too should fry in the chair and burn in hell too.


The THIRD heartbreaking story, was a "mother" in Indiana, shot and killed her three children ages 14, 9, and 4 along with their family dog, then started a fire to burn the "evidence" and the house with them in it, before she killed herself. Seriously what was wrong with her? At least she did us all a favor and bought herself a one way ticket to hell.  She did this after because her husband filed for divorce and left two weeks prior. MOVE ON lady. That poor father, I can only imagine what he's going through. 


I just don't understand how, or why someone would harm their child/ren? WHY? It makes NO sense to me? They can't be that bad to cause harm to them? I'm telling you we should make every one "sterile" at birth, and then they have to take a physc test and get a licence to be parents, and have children to become unsterilized before having babies. This would cut children's mortality down, it would lesson the abortion rates, lesson teen pregnancy, lesson children in orphanages and foster care. It's a WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN in my book. I don't understand it, if you don't/didn't want children then why didn't you make it so you couldn't have children? Why do you have to be so selfish and evil and harm innocent lives? 


Okay I'm off my soap box on that now. Seriously no more monster parent stories. I've had enough. =(


I have the apartment almost completely packed, cleaned, and moved. YAY! Go me, and I did it all with my baby boy by myself! Not much left, basically just furniture, that I need Scott's help with, somethings going to the dump, some going to goodwill. I will be SOOOO happy to finally be OUT of there! 


We went and had lunch with God mama Dee Dee. Jayden just LOVED spending time with her. (I did too! I miss her so much!) 


Then when we got home, did a little cleaning and rearranging. Scott and I decided that since Jayden's Toys seem to grow by the day, it's time to get a organizer/toy thing. So we saw one at Target that was a table like one with all kinds of cool pockets for toys, blankets, diapers, burp clothes, a change of clothing, etc. It was 20 bucks. So we are getting it tomorrow. =)


I'm excited because Scott says he has a "surprise" for me this Valentines Day! I don't know what it is, he hasn't "hinted" towards it, but I'm really excited! I can't wait! He's not typically very romantic, but this is a SPECIAL Valentines day for us! =) (hopefully we will make our lil pink baby! So wish us luck and send the pink dust!) 


I think my hubby is having an affair. lol. Not the type with another woman, with Music. It's okay, I support his dreams. I just miss him tons. On the bright side I get the truck to drive when I want to, to go do what I want to do. So at least I'm not stuck at home being lonely and bored. 


Well peeps, it's time I get to bed! Nighty night!


Oh, no baby this month. The beginnings of AF came today. =( There's always NEXT month.