HOWEVER, Android Market gets an EPIC FAIL, for having EVERY friggen sound under the sun, BUT a WOMB SOUND! Really? The most simplest noise, the most SOOTHING noise, and you don't have it? What the heck Android Market? Come on, mommies use these phones too you know. You OBVIOUSLY know that with all the weight lost things, the baby learning tools, the baby monitor, and tracking tools, but no womb sound? Seriously one of you smart peeps should figure that out and DO it. For free of course, we are on a budget you know.
Anyways, Jayden grows and does something different every day. Which is par for the course. In any case, during his breakfast, he decided that I wasn't feeding him fast enough. So he stole the spoon out of my hands and tried to feed himself. He ended up with peaches and oatmeal ALL over his face. lol. =)
You see it all over his face?
Mom give me the spoon I will feed myself.Jayden has been particularly fussy today. So random, and odd too. For like 30 mins he's a happy, laughing, playing baby. He's laughing one second and then bam out of no where he's screaming his head off like he's dying. =( I have tried everything. All I could do today was give him infant Tylenol, gas drops and the oragel, praying one of them worked. And typically 15 mins later at most something worked. However it's been like that ALL day long!
I swear, I better see a tooth or two tomorrow with all of this fussiness business.
In any case, we continued our day. We found cheap gas, well, as cheap as it gets right now, for 3.04 on my Cheap Gas App for my Droid phone. When I got there I was pleasantly surprised that it was 3.03 instead! Works for me! I only had to go a mile out of my way. lol.
We then proceeded to meet Nicole, and the boys Henry and Hunter at Costco, so we could do a little price checking, and to order Hunter's 3rd Birthday cake for his Birthday party this Sunday.
Jayden wanted to not be in his car seat, and so now we have a supported, almost not supported sitter, who prefers to sit in the shopping cart and not his car seat.
Got to talk and do a little family gossip with my Nicole, who is my age, but technically she's my aunt. lol. Yeah, my grandparents, had my three uncles 20 years after my dad and Aunt Dawn. SO, my 3 uncles are my age. Nicole went to school with Scott and I. It's a SMALL world huh?
Anyways, the more I find out about and realize about my family, the more I despise them. I don't think a single family member has ever told me the truth. EVER. I'm finding out all the lies on the Farley's side, all the lies on the McClellan's side, and some on the Hamilton's side, not my grandma and grandpa Hamilton, but like my mom, and such. And people wonder why I had a screwed up child hood, and made for a LONG hard early adulthood. My family seriously couldn't leave things be and seriously jepadized and messed up us kids.
Anyways, this rant is about my Grandmother McClellan. She's seriously a hypocrite that ticks me off so dang bad. I have a piece of personal life that she doesn't need details to, in fact no one needs details to it. I keep it personal and too myself. So she's pissed at me about it. She pressured me to run away from everything to move to Arkansas. I knew in my heart of hearts that it would not have been the best move for me. I knew in my heart that I would be miserable. I knew that it wasn't where God was taking me. Yeah, I left and ran away from Phoenix, but I ran to a town 2 1/2 hours away, that if need be I could return.
Anyways, she has the audacity to sit there and bad mouth me to family members? To call me a liar to family members. To say that I am making up photography to family members? Seriously? Who is she when her and my grandfather are drinking again? And not just drinking, she wakes up to a glass of wine, and drinks it ALL day long. My Grandfather too now. Who is she to judge? How can someone who says they love you, and are there for you, NOT be there for you, and ONLY LOVE you if you do it THEIR way.
That's the problem with my ENTIRE family. They love you if you are their perfect little puppet. If you do it their way, and their way only. The love you if you are doting on them. They will only help you if you choose their side. Never mind having a personal and private life, you are expected to share everything to them.
The problem with that, is you lose yourself and become unhappy. What kind of life is that? So I chose to life within our means, comfortably with a struggle here or there, without anyones help. Thank you, but no thank you.
My childhood is becoming clearer and clearer each day. I hated DES and CPS, I hated being riped from home to home. I hated it all. Seriously, it may have saved my life. I guess it was a little too late for my sister, and looks like it's a little too late for my brother, but I'm glad I made it through the cracks. I guess God intended better things for me, and I was more in tune with this. Lord Thank you.
IN any case, I'm off that rant, for now. Perhaps when I'm not so tired I may rant some more.
In any case, After Costco, we went to Best Buy to check out some new and improved, updated DSLR cameras. I made my decision. I'm trading my one in for the Cannon Rebel t2i, or t3i. I'm still kind of on the fence about trading it in, BUT, I'm pretty much sold. I think it's a better suit for me, than my Rebel I have now. I think the flow is much better. I can operate it better. It has 18mp which I LOVE. So I'm gonna wait a few days and REALLY make sure this is what I want to do. However, I'm pretty sure I'm doing this. I may do this this weekend, because I have to to finish my homework project.
So my photography marketing final project is HUGE, and VERY VERY time consuming. It's been driving me insane! I have FINALLY come up with a business name. "Life's Little Secrets Photography LLC by April Morganroth" I LOVE it.
SO now onto the next step of my project. Which hopefully I can get to sometime tomorrow while doing laundry. I have all of Scott's and My laundry as well as Jayden's Laundry to get done since I will be busy Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. BUSY BUSY WEEK. Tomorrow is the only time I will have for it, to get it done.
Anyways, Jayden has been a little terd all night long. I fed him, he fought me on it. I gave him a bath, he fought me on that. I nursed him, he fought me on that, I read to him, again fighting. I rocked him, and cuddled him. He fought me on everything. It finally took a variety of several different things and attempts at different things, to get him to sleep, including getting an app on my Android with Ocean Waves Crashing.
So far, it's worked.
CIO, works SOMETIMES, and doesn't other times. So I guess you can call it a work in progress.
In any case. I freaked on my husband a little tonight. Jayden has been fussy all day, and really hard to calm down and sooth. I couldn't get him to calm down, so I called him to have him come home early from practice. Took him over a year to come home. Which made me upset.
Well anyways, it's time I hit the hay sack so I can get things done tomorrow.
I'm tired and can't think right now, my mind is drawing a blank. So I will talk to ya'll later. Goodnight.
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